1.9.10

I has a dream

I keep having this one "recurring theme" of a dream and I can't get it to stop. It seems that almost once a week I have this same type of dream and when I wake up it is always the same feeling: relief.

It always starts out with a goal. Such as: tee off the 1st hole or make dinner or get something for someone at a specific time.

It usual goes through multiple challenges where I can never seem to get to the intended goal. There are always these annoying road blocks and I always seem to be running late. I have this fear of being missing my tee time or not meeting the deadline and all these things keep getting in the way of me actually teeing off.

I can't find a golf ball.
I can't find a tee.
I need to go buy a glove.
It's raining and I forgot my umbrella.

Over and over, different things slow me down from reaching the goal of actually teeing off.

Last night it was Vegas. I was an employee at a restaurant (I think it was the one with the golden arches) and I had to take this man's order by hand, write him a receipt (instead of using the system) and also prepare the meal myself.

My friends and family were littered througout the dream. People from all parts of my life.

The odrer was vivid, but I just couldn't get it do the guy. I had to make him a vodka drink, but there was no vodka to be found. I had to make him three different burgers, but there was no mayo. Just little setbacks that continuously made me later and later which added more stress and basically turned my dream - into a nightmare.

When I finally got my shit together I ran into someone I hadn't seen in a long time who was fighting over a poker hand. I spilled the food and had to start over.

This continued until I finally woke up and realized it was all a dream. Again.

I also slept on my arm funny, and it still hurts.

1 comment:

lightning36 said...

Simple -- anxiety dreams caused by your impendinging fatherhood.

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