Too good to be true

I knew it. I just knew it. Who do I think I am anyway. I am not a cash game player. I have said this over and over here. I am not sure what I was thinking really? One winning session does not make a player. One winning session does not give you the balls to call off what you thought was a stone cold bluff. Get a clue. Sometimes people really do have a hand.

So yeah, that $200 injection into my BR is officially gone. I played an hour of $.50/1.00 last night and bought in for the max. I am not going to go into the bad beat this time, or the ridonkulous play on more than one occasion by myself. I have no one to blame but me. Sometimes I really feel like I can compete at the higher levels, other times I feel totally lost and make the wrong move on every street. Ahhhhh fuck it. I am not giving up on cash games. I just need to take it more seriously. I guess the other reason I dropped a full buyin last night is because I tried to two table that action. Wrongo. Not smrt.

So it's back to the tourney grind for now. This is where I had increase my BR to begin with. I'll continue to dabble a bit on the cash side, but I will really need to look at the timing of when I choose to play, and put in a REAL session of more than just an hour so that I can get to know my opponents a bit better, and make the right decisions as often as possible.

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It's raining here right now, which means probably no baseball game for me. Which then only means two things: The Mookie and The Stanley Cup Game 5. I've played in a whole NINE events of the BBT. I sit in about 40th place and will need to finish in the top 50 since I won't be able to meet the minimum 20 events. I'll have to make sure that each time I play, that I bring my A game.

See you tonight.