Death is a bitch

I don't even know what to write. I just figured I should. Maybe it will make me feel better right? "Age is just a number". It's not really about how "long and wonderful of a life you've had" no matter what people say. It's not about that at all. I used to say "it's all about the experience" throughout my twenties. I'd always say that right before the next adventure. Sure, I'd be contradicting myself if I didn't say that at the time, it was true. I have always been one to keep my emotions in check. Those of you who really know me (probably no one that reads here regularily) will say that I am a pretty even steven type of a guy. I mean, sure, there is something to be said about "living each day to its fullest" and "not regretting it when you are old" because you never went through with something, faced your fears, or even just tried something that you never had the balls to do when you were younger. I agree with all of that. However, there comes a time in everyone's life where we must face death. Stare it right in the face and ask what's next. This is an experience that I think I can safely say... no one looks forward to. Death is a bitch, but we've all got to go through it. It's not about me and it's not about you. It's about the person knocking on death's door. It's not about anyone else. It is and should only be about the ones you love and surrouding yourself with them during these tough times. Make sure they know it before it's too late... because it is THAT experience, that you will never forget.

Take care.

P.S. - I am fine, but when it rains, it pours.